I've been listening to the soundtracks for a while, that's why I had to watch it again. Final Fantasy always deliver great music, they don't only pay attention to the graphic in the games.
Here's two songs from soundtrack of Final Fantasy VII Advent Children
Aerith no Theme
Tifa no Theme
These songs reminds me of how easily things can turn around, how something that's everything for you can suddenly becomes was. When a heart breaks free from where it thought to belong, some will never be completely free, some flies away, higher than ever.
I was a person who loved memories, items from good and bad memories, I believed they made me alive, they made me live on.
I want to hold onto to memories forever, there's no reason to let them go away. The moment only last back then but the memories are forever, eternal. I've stopped chasing these long past moments, I let them be memories that slowly become forgotten. Although they are forgotten, there's more of them inside us than we think because they make us the one we are. They are like scars that healed and then become a part of us, a part we can't see.
There's a lot of times I wish I should have said some, I wish I was brave enough to hold onto these moments, I have let them go away too easily. There's so much I wish to erase from the past five years, more for other good than for my own.
I'm fully certain that I have hurt so much more than I have given although I'm thinking about myself as second, I can't love myself, not more than I love other.
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