Song of the Day: Faster

Within Temptation - Faster

One of the new songs from the their new album, it's pretty good although it doesn't sound like old WT.

I will never..

Look back, if you let me go this time. I will still be your friend but I will not have you on the top of my priorities, I will only support you as a friend.
I hope you don't come back someday and ask me about this because I will never think of it again, never.
There's a reason why I can't fully trust you because you never say things directly to me, I have never liked code-games this way. One of the reasons I'm so tired of life, people always goes around.

I would..

I would turn into a stone bridge and endure 500 years of wind and rain.

You can wait too long

Lately and like always I've been hearing people saying they want/need something. I'm telling you guys out there, if you want/need something you need to try to get it.

Because you can wait too long and some things might dissapear.
Heart can change.

I can be confusing when I think faster than I talk, but what I can get irritated at is people who talks in code. If you want something talk straight to me, talking in code can be funny but there's a line.

TRON Legacy

Couple of days ago I went to cinema with A and we watched TRON Legacy.
We started off with being at her, taking our time to prepare for dinner outside and playing little games meanwhile.
We went to Jensen for dinner, it was pretty good except that we waited very long. We were going for the 21:30 cinema show and we came to Jensen little bit before 20:00, we had to tell them so hurry and we ate in hurry to barely manage to the show. We came to the cinema at 21:30, kinda stressed.. yeah.

The movie was awesome even when I was tired I couldn't miss a single moment in the movie, always thinking: wow! A really beautiful done movie with really strong enviroment and details, the music by "Daft Punk" made it perfect. I strongly recommend this movie to you who's tired of seeing same things over and over again.

8/10 to TRON Legacy

Suddenly it's not the same anymore

Recently, I mean like half year ago, I seemed to have a lot of friends. Many of them was traveling around the world and I wish I could come along with you guys.
I got a lot new friends since I started to hang out with other people, to be fair I had a really good summer, I just didn't want it to end so fast but soon enough it's summer again.. Although it won't be the same again.
The funny part is, I lost a couple of friends at the end of the year and all of them was the new ones. I'm kind of annoyed because they want you to put them before other but not giving anything back, nothing at all. How is that supposed to work?
I got a couple of old frinds from the time I used to play games a lot, I wish you guys could call me someday, it would be pretty nice.

Loyalty is something hard to find these days, I believe it's probably because relationships can be found so fast and at the same time dissapear suddenly. But I'm really happy with those friends I have left, you are here for me really.. And I wish I'm there for you too.

From a different angle

As the title says, what I mean is no one ever see things from exactly your angle. Some things might be but never everything, most of all I have been thinking about what you mean to someone.
You can be the whole world for someone but at the same time be nothing for another one, this doesn't matter until the very existance of communication. I have been seeing someone as a very big part of my "world" for long but this person keep seeing me not so important, after a while I'm not very controlled but this anymore, I'm very neutral with this person.
I know I might have done such a act to someone else, and I know this happens because you feel what you want to feel.

I don't know what to believe in anymore, I just want to go with the flow. To be little like old me when I just lived for today and tomorrow, but it's really hard with my daydreaming and dreams at night. I don't know what is what sometimes, I'm confused.

My Christmas?

I was working this day but it was kinda good to be workday, I got christmas feast at the job and not everyone gets that? ^^

Late Christmas Post

Merry Christmas, I gonna make a different post than usual christmas posts you have seen all over the world.
Should be 2nd but I take this one first because it's "closer" to my reality..

1st: It's more of less snowstorms in many countries like Sweden, during this our travel network breaks and people start to complain. Of course, we should be prepared but if we aren't prepared enough I just ask you to show to patience. I'm sick of hearing complains that your train is late, you can't get to dinner and so on.
Why did you show up so late, like last minutewise?
If you ask yourself when you are waiting for you train, who is out there making this network smooth any other day? Have you ever think of these people, THEY are making your day without you notice. These people work to make you able to celebrate your christmas by sacrificing their own, they sacrifice for the greater good of this countries.
As well as people working within care/nursing, these people also works at "your" important day. That they work doesn't mean it's not important to them, they just see the big picture.
And when your train is stuck somewhere or the rails are frozen, think about those shoveling people. If it really was able to do with only machines you wouldn't stand there complaining, it's actually a lot human shoveling and if you didn't know the rails isn't short. You are inside a warm train station when they are outside in minus 20*C, they do that because NO ONE else would do it.
How would the picture look like if EVERYONE didn't work this day? I believe you would be sitting at home and looking into a corner that suits you best.

2nd: I wrote on facebook: Merry Christmas! Take a moment and think about those who can't celebrate cause of unfair reasons ex: children without family.

There's a lot of people not only children out there that also wants to celebrate festivals like christmas but many, too many don't have the opportunity to. Once again, these reasons are so many and to be honest a lot of them are easily solved. These people doesn't even wish much and still they get like nothing.
Please do like me, donate money or somehow help people who can't live like us. I don't mean sharing belief, I mean being able to choose what to believe in.

Song of the Day: 無緣罪

I newly discovered this singer by a friend, I think she's pretty good :)

Vincy Chan (泳兒) with song 無緣罪

Fix you

I almost forgot this band called Coldplay, here's a song I really love.
Stuffs goes the way it wants and you only hope it goes little more like you want.

If you need me, you all know where to find me.
I will try my best for you, as I always been doing.

Song of the Day: 明天以後

Raymond Lam & Vincy Chan

Mandarin music video:


Cantonese live:

Little Birthday Party

I couldn't sleep until 05:00 today and I slept to about 13:00.. Been playing some World of Warcraft, at the moment I'm trying to get some PvP gear on my druid Numeria (85) and leveling my gnome warrior Danti (84).

But! Today my elder brother having a little birthday party at the restaurant, so I will soon be on my way there. Although I won't be there for long, going to work at 08:00 tomorrow.

My friend Björn is back from his asian trip, he was in Vietnam for some months studying and ended the trip with four days in Hong Kong. I went to Playz with him and some other friends, after playing some hour we ate hamburgers and walked home (yes, in this snowing winder).
He linked me a song they played a lot in Vietnam and it's stuck in my head XD

Give me DNS..

I hate when my internet dies and says: We can not find a new DNS at the moment..

December Birthdays

Happy Birthday my little brother and elder brother!

I went to webhallen and bought some stuffs to him with my friend Josefine, who was in Stockholm for a jobinterview. We tried to find some more gifts for my brothers (my elder brother birthday is today), and some for christmas but we didn't find any.
Then we decided to drink some hot chocolate to warm us and wait until her train arrived.

Today I went with my little brother to find something for my elder brother, at the end we bought three clothes from HM.

Dinner at East (13 dec)

It was a really amazing dinner at a restaurant called East, my brother old work, we got a table in a separated room (a little VIP). I'd like the local but not the newer design they have, they had a lot of dots everywhere in different sizes. I know how dots work, they are really hard to handle, I mean how many stuffs with dots actually look good?

The buffet consisted of random east asian dishes from China, Thailand, Japan and Korea. I started with some sushi and sashimi then I went to some noodles, gyoza, egg rolls, fried octopus. Unfortonely there was a lot of hot dishes and I can't eat so many hot dishes (yeah, I'm a weakling) but I tried them out. The only hot dish I liked was a thai soup else I ate a lot of noodles, gyoza, rols and fried stuffs :)
Finally, I ate a lot of sweets like panacotta, small chocolate cakes and icecreams.

Thanks my dear little brother for a nice evening.

Song of the Day: Bleeding Love

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

But somethin' happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found somethin' true

Trying hard not to hear, but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt

Uhm, christmas already?

Hm, this year have really fly by fast. When I think about what I've done this year, it seems to be little but compared to where I was before I've gone far, very far.
I studied at spring and got a practice at a short-time home for disabled teenagers. After that my teacher recommended me to a summerjob as a carer and I worked there from june to august, jumping in as back-up carer nowdays.
I worked a month with the swedish election, lately I started to work as personal assistant.
As career point of view, it just getting better.

How about love? Don't ask me about that, it have been messy and.. well, there's nothing to talk about. I just leave it be at moment, seems like it's the best way right now.

Ow well, I wasn't really going to talk about this! I'm going to christmas dinner with my family today at my little brother old work, East. We are off to go soon, I hope the food is good :3

I don't have any new year promises for next year yet, but I know I made most for this year at least :)

5 = 2?

Well, I'm work now, I should be sleeping but I can't. So I'm playing little WoW, it says the restart is 05:00 but Argent Dawn EU died already at 02:00.. What am I going to do?

I'm having watch so I can sleep, I already have a "phone" that will ring if I'm needed..

Like earlier yesterday morning when I was on my way to work, SL (Stockholm subway) said the next train was incoming around 1min. That was the longest 1min I've ever seen, took around 15min before it came, so yes I came late to my job -.-

And now I read that the WoW servers are supposed to be down for 15min, passed 34mins so far.. XD I think someone sent a rat to the servers and killed the cables! Damn gnomes, they so really deserve this quest called "gnomebliteration".

I don't understand

I can more or less understand people, but I've never been sure about you..
I don't understand you..
Anyway, you shouldn't cry because of me..