Heartless

Everything is going fine at the moment, I got a new job as personal assistant with 24hour workdays including sleep. It feels really good and I gonna start at sunday/monday.

I've been tired, both mentally and physical but I can still do stuffs pretty good, I don't know why. Then I can't sleep and when I sleep I sleep like normal O_O

And about "love", I just want to be heartless for awhile. What I mean with that is I'm going to leave my heart somewhere (I know the mind controls love, but it sounds better by saying heart :)
Because right now, I'm not in mood to think too much about it. After couple of years letting stuffs end up what I believe is right, lately I've been thinking: "Do it good or don't bother do it at all". But I'm back to chapter one, I will leave this for awhile and if it's meant to be then my heart will be revealed by you. I don't have the courage to ask you, it feels unfair, I don't fear anything except however losing you again.

Except all this, I'm longing to do it good at my new job and I'm longing for World of Warcraft: Cataclysm. Gonna hurry to work as a waiter today, see you all later!

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