I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Song of the Day: Undisclosed Desires
Muse - Undisclosed Desires
Friday, October 29, 2010
I'm not perfect, neither are you
Sometimes it seems hard to love someone, is it true love to let them be when you are afraid to hurt them when you confront them?
How far can you go being honest? I believe you often believe your opinion about dit and dat is right, when you see things scaled in two you miss alot, you often miss the most important point in that matter. Many people likes to hear good or bad, but I have found out many things can't be sorted into these two selections. Like if someone ask you if that person looks good with those clothes, many people just say either excellent or ugly. They seem to be straight honest, but they don't know what looks good or bad, can you truly decide that so fast?
Well, I'm always a fool. I never lie, I'm always honest. So when I for example say something looks good it looks better than neutral which is better than bad, some people believe I'm not honest but I just have a larger scale of opinions.
Another example is democracy, when you do your speak of what your party stands for. Most of these party don't have any high level in cooperate, they mostly say how stupid other people are and how smart they are. For me it just sounds like another kid fight, think about it. When the election is over they still poke each other in the eyes and doesn't want to cooperate, they prolly want the country best but are they doing it? If you really want your country best you accept your win or loss and cooperate if needed to find solutions instead of poking each other half of the time.
There's few things that can make me mad and angry, but it doesn't mean I don't have the right to be. Often (almost every time) I get angry, people just snatch me and say I'm negative etc but they do have the right to be without anyone to complain.
Tho I easily get frustrated and can hold my frustration quite long before ending up endlessly mad, I hate being helpless and that is my biggest reason I become frustrated.
Let me help. I know how I am myself, I sometimes become a shell, and I need help although that happens. So maybe, something works out?
Well, good night, a long day tomorrow for me..
A rose for tomorrow.
How far can you go being honest? I believe you often believe your opinion about dit and dat is right, when you see things scaled in two you miss alot, you often miss the most important point in that matter. Many people likes to hear good or bad, but I have found out many things can't be sorted into these two selections. Like if someone ask you if that person looks good with those clothes, many people just say either excellent or ugly. They seem to be straight honest, but they don't know what looks good or bad, can you truly decide that so fast?
Well, I'm always a fool. I never lie, I'm always honest. So when I for example say something looks good it looks better than neutral which is better than bad, some people believe I'm not honest but I just have a larger scale of opinions.
Another example is democracy, when you do your speak of what your party stands for. Most of these party don't have any high level in cooperate, they mostly say how stupid other people are and how smart they are. For me it just sounds like another kid fight, think about it. When the election is over they still poke each other in the eyes and doesn't want to cooperate, they prolly want the country best but are they doing it? If you really want your country best you accept your win or loss and cooperate if needed to find solutions instead of poking each other half of the time.
There's few things that can make me mad and angry, but it doesn't mean I don't have the right to be. Often (almost every time) I get angry, people just snatch me and say I'm negative etc but they do have the right to be without anyone to complain.
Tho I easily get frustrated and can hold my frustration quite long before ending up endlessly mad, I hate being helpless and that is my biggest reason I become frustrated.
Let me help. I know how I am myself, I sometimes become a shell, and I need help although that happens. So maybe, something works out?
Well, good night, a long day tomorrow for me..
A rose for tomorrow.
Song of the Day: Chizuru
The Gazette - Chizuru
One of my favorite song ever and once again I knew this song on bass
I really like how emotional and powerful this song is
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Another night
I've been looking for some works, and like usually I don't find many interesting enough. I mean, I can work with quite alot. Give me something to do! :)
Song of the Day: Hysteria
Muse - Hysteria
I love the bass intro and I actually knew how to play this song once.
Feels like I should relearn it, will take little time since I knew it once :)
Monday, October 25, 2010
Song of the Day: Waiting for the End
Linkin Park - Waiting for the End
This was not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Returner
I've been away for long, I've been busy and a little bit tired of everything.
I worked as sorter at the swedish election on september, after that I've been traveling a little bit outside Stockholm. Yeah, that's what I been doing.
I bought some new clothes like a scarf, two t-shirts and two hoodies but still I haven't found any shoes, I need shoes. I realized most of my clothes are black, gray?
I like those colors but I want more colors so the scarf is like full white, blue, red lines. One of the hoodies is red and black. When it comes to t-shirts I like it simple colored with a motive and even with this simple request most t-s cost around 30euro!? So after like couple of days I finally found a gray one with striped rabbit motive and a white one with a boat leaking a skull with the text "Stop pollutioning our seas before it is too late", both of them are typical me ^_^
I haven't been playing games lately, World of Warcraft is lagging as the new patch came "prepare for cataclysm!". I already pre-ordered a collector's edition when my economy is little better, well.. I'm not only after that pet, I like the artwork book etc. I'm also thinking about buying a computer so I can play some new games like Dragon Age 2, the reason I'm unsure is because I don't want to spend all my money, so if I manage to get a work somewhere for least a month then I gonna buy a computer. Currently I'm part-time working at my parents restaurant, I will be very happy if you came by, just call me and see if I can work the day you comin =)
I worked as sorter at the swedish election on september, after that I've been traveling a little bit outside Stockholm. Yeah, that's what I been doing.
I bought some new clothes like a scarf, two t-shirts and two hoodies but still I haven't found any shoes, I need shoes. I realized most of my clothes are black, gray?
I like those colors but I want more colors so the scarf is like full white, blue, red lines. One of the hoodies is red and black. When it comes to t-shirts I like it simple colored with a motive and even with this simple request most t-s cost around 30euro!? So after like couple of days I finally found a gray one with striped rabbit motive and a white one with a boat leaking a skull with the text "Stop pollutioning our seas before it is too late", both of them are typical me ^_^
I haven't been playing games lately, World of Warcraft is lagging as the new patch came "prepare for cataclysm!". I already pre-ordered a collector's edition when my economy is little better, well.. I'm not only after that pet, I like the artwork book etc. I'm also thinking about buying a computer so I can play some new games like Dragon Age 2, the reason I'm unsure is because I don't want to spend all my money, so if I manage to get a work somewhere for least a month then I gonna buy a computer. Currently I'm part-time working at my parents restaurant, I will be very happy if you came by, just call me and see if I can work the day you comin =)
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