Song of the Day: Faster

Within Temptation - Faster

One of the new songs from the their new album, it's pretty good although it doesn't sound like old WT.

I will never..

Look back, if you let me go this time. I will still be your friend but I will not have you on the top of my priorities, I will only support you as a friend.
I hope you don't come back someday and ask me about this because I will never think of it again, never.
There's a reason why I can't fully trust you because you never say things directly to me, I have never liked code-games this way. One of the reasons I'm so tired of life, people always goes around.

I would..

I would turn into a stone bridge and endure 500 years of wind and rain.

You can wait too long

Lately and like always I've been hearing people saying they want/need something. I'm telling you guys out there, if you want/need something you need to try to get it.

Because you can wait too long and some things might dissapear.
Heart can change.

I can be confusing when I think faster than I talk, but what I can get irritated at is people who talks in code. If you want something talk straight to me, talking in code can be funny but there's a line.

TRON Legacy

Couple of days ago I went to cinema with A and we watched TRON Legacy.
We started off with being at her, taking our time to prepare for dinner outside and playing little games meanwhile.
We went to Jensen for dinner, it was pretty good except that we waited very long. We were going for the 21:30 cinema show and we came to Jensen little bit before 20:00, we had to tell them so hurry and we ate in hurry to barely manage to the show. We came to the cinema at 21:30, kinda stressed.. yeah.

The movie was awesome even when I was tired I couldn't miss a single moment in the movie, always thinking: wow! A really beautiful done movie with really strong enviroment and details, the music by "Daft Punk" made it perfect. I strongly recommend this movie to you who's tired of seeing same things over and over again.

8/10 to TRON Legacy

Suddenly it's not the same anymore

Recently, I mean like half year ago, I seemed to have a lot of friends. Many of them was traveling around the world and I wish I could come along with you guys.
I got a lot new friends since I started to hang out with other people, to be fair I had a really good summer, I just didn't want it to end so fast but soon enough it's summer again.. Although it won't be the same again.
The funny part is, I lost a couple of friends at the end of the year and all of them was the new ones. I'm kind of annoyed because they want you to put them before other but not giving anything back, nothing at all. How is that supposed to work?
I got a couple of old frinds from the time I used to play games a lot, I wish you guys could call me someday, it would be pretty nice.

Loyalty is something hard to find these days, I believe it's probably because relationships can be found so fast and at the same time dissapear suddenly. But I'm really happy with those friends I have left, you are here for me really.. And I wish I'm there for you too.

From a different angle

As the title says, what I mean is no one ever see things from exactly your angle. Some things might be but never everything, most of all I have been thinking about what you mean to someone.
You can be the whole world for someone but at the same time be nothing for another one, this doesn't matter until the very existance of communication. I have been seeing someone as a very big part of my "world" for long but this person keep seeing me not so important, after a while I'm not very controlled but this anymore, I'm very neutral with this person.
I know I might have done such a act to someone else, and I know this happens because you feel what you want to feel.

I don't know what to believe in anymore, I just want to go with the flow. To be little like old me when I just lived for today and tomorrow, but it's really hard with my daydreaming and dreams at night. I don't know what is what sometimes, I'm confused.